Headache Thoughts

I have the most terrible headache Ive had in a long time and i think its because i think too much..

so since i last posted I have found me a boyfriend and honestly he is somebody that makes me really happy..because he thinks like me and we are the same page about what we are looking for and what we want out of a relationship..he makes me laugh without even trying...I hope we last and this is something real and i really think it is...

But then my thoughts get in the way...this isnt the first time ive thought something was real and would last and then it doesnt and its making me hesitate when im talking to him..i dont want to put myself fully out there cause that leaves room for me to get hurt and i cant handle that..but i feel as though he is somebody i can put myself out there with and he wont hurt me..but idk, who ever knows this early in a relationship?? I guess i should just take it day by day and move on his clock so that i will know what he is thnking and where he wants this to go....

ps:: after finishing this my headache has gone away!!