Masking Feelings

Im the type of person to always mask how i feel for the fear that people will ask me about it and i wil have to explain and thts hard for me to do when i hardly know why i feel the way i do most of the time...im the type of person tht laughs at everything cries for nothing and wants to be alone most of the time..i have few friends because i grow out of people quickly...sometimes i feel as though im never seen the way i want to be seen and for the most part thts okay with me cause i dont live for other people but i dont want to be miscommunicated either...