Unmasking my feelings

Too many thoughts to sleep....

On the phone with this guy i call my *bf* but this conversation is different for some reason. I was with him earlier today for about 30 mins or so but our time together is never really long even though i have a car and all he works and stuff so its hard to see him all the time..we just got back together and i feel this time will be different from the first time because he tld me he realizes now tht he really does like me thts why he wanted to be with me..

I think after today i realize that its okay to let my guard down so to speak because he has let his down and i realize i really do like him too. I realize tht he is sooo diffeerent from all the other dudes i have gone with because he is so honest with me all the time whether i want to hear it or not.. it took him a while to show me he cares and honestly i thought he never would but im glad he did so now i dont have to hide how i feel anymore..

i dont want to say too much about how i feel because i dont want to put myself out there too much...just hopes he reads it and feels the same way...........