My Special K!!

So everybody knows Special K is a Kelloggs cereal and from the commercials it seems as though people really like it...but this post is something entirely different from the cereal..

When i was n 7th grade almost 4 years ago i met one of my closet friends Kourvioisier aka KTR...he was n 8th grade and we didnt talk tht much during school but afterschool is where he used to get on my nerves lol...our friendship was kinda hard to expain then because we never talked outside of school or anything but we knew we were friends..at least after he used to try to beat me up and slam me on the ground in my good clothes lol..but we was cool anyway.

During these times is when i realized he was a rapper and apart of our famous school group FIF..they dropped their first mixtape and i was happy i got a shoutout lol...but now i see he is one of the most dedicated and talented rappers i know...

But our realtionship now has changed..when he got to highschool we lost contact till abt the summer of his junior year...we reconnected and our friendship picked up where it left off...in the first couple of weeks he knew more about me then i probably knew about myself...which was crazy to me because i didnt think i could open up to anybody like that...

But it was crazy at the same time because a lot of people thought it was something more than tht..im tryna find the right words to say because i dnt want to upset anybody but our realtionship was simply platonic and we would try to express tht but people had their own beliefs...we kept trying to hide our friendship just so people wouldnt get the wrong idea even though we werent doing anything wrong if i was on the outside lookin in i would think the samething so i understood..

Then things started to change and we stopped talkin as much..i think it started when i started going with his friend and fellow group mate..he told me he felt as though i was replacing him which was def. not the case...idk wat was going on or why we stopped talking...but i never thought of it as us growing apart..cuz i knew that if i ever need him he would be there and vice versa...

By writing this i want him to know that i will always be here for him and i will always want him to be happy...He is my special K!